Saturday, July 4, 2015
It's Been A Long Time
I'm handling this layoff a bit differently. One of my best friends is the person that I would usually tell about my layoff. I decided not to tell her this time. I wanted to let God handle this situation, and I know if I tell her, we will talk about this constantly. I want this situation in God's hands.
To be honest with you, I'm so glad that I'm no longer employed at the company I was at. It was horrible. I've never seen people fired as much as I did with this position. I was constantly on edge about losing my job. I never want to be in that position again.
I have to admit that I'm scared. My mother and I have been praying in agreement, but our prayer for me to be employed has not been answered. I really thought I would have a job by now. I don't know what to do. I've run through my unemployment, and I'm not going through my savings.
I back to wondering about what did God mean when He stated that, "I also tell you this: If two of you agree here on earth concerning anything you ask, my Father in heaven will do it for you."
My mother and I have been praying certain prayer over and over again for years, but we aren't seeing results. Don't get me wrong. God has answered several prayers. I'm so grateful. I always thank Him. I just wonder about the big prayers that we are waiting for answers. I know that people say we have to be in agreement with Him, but I don't understand. The things that we've prayed in agreement about seem to be things that I believe God would want for us. How could He not want me to be employed?
I'm going to continue to pray in agreement. I hope that I can update you all soon with answers.