My brother was helping me in the attic move a few things. He overheard me say, "God is going to help us." My brother stated, "No He won't." I have to admit that it went to my core. I suddenly thought about my situation. I'm taking care of my mother. It's hard, but I know it's the right thing to do. I'm on my third layoff. I will be unemployed for a year in August. I have a couple of friends, but I'm alone a lot.
My brother's words keep going around and around in my head. I have been waiting a long time for certain prayers to be answered. I can't understand why God hasn't answered my prayers for a job. What does God want from me? I'm so confused....and tired.
God...I'm crying out to you. Please help me. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.