Sunday, April 29, 2012

Trusting God

Life is never without challenges.  Right? 

Well...For the first time in my life, my job is on the line.  I've never had so many challenges on a job.  It's hard and stressful.  Every day, I feel like I'm going to lose my job.  I was sitting at my desk yesterday, and I thought I was having a heart attack.  My chest felt tight, and I could hardly breathe.  I thought to myself, "I'm too young to feel this way!!!"  Thinking of this job just sends my blood pressure skyward.

I can't believe my life is going in this direction.  I know that no one's life is without challenges...but this is ridiculous.  I'm starting to wonder if there really is such a thing as happiness.  I know I experienced happiness when I was younger...but I feel like my adult life has been horrible.  I feel like I may never experience happiness again until I die.  It's scary and depressing.

I've always trusted in God.  Now, I have to trust that He will take care of me until I find another job.  God has never let me down, and I know He will not let me down now.

It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed. (Deuteronomy 31:8)

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