It's been a little over 2 years. I was starting to feel like I was going to have to give up on my career. I've been so depressed. I didn't know what I was going to do.
I wrote a post about paying my tithes not too long ago. I was testing God to see what He was going to do. I have to admit that things did start to happen. My mother and I received an increase in our food share. We were approved for weatherization on our home. Now, I have a job. Is this a coincidence? No...I don't think so. I think that God not only passed, but He surpassed my test. He brought me through this horrible time.
I have to admit that the devil has been in my head. I've already thanked God for this new position, but I'm so scared. I haven't told my best friends, because I can't help but to wonder if I will be able to do this job. I haven't worked in a little over 2 years. I'm so scared. I want this to work out. It has to work out.
I'm going to continue to pray in agreement with my mother. I'm continuing to have faith in God. I know that God has some wonderful things in store for me and my family. I have to continue to keep the faith...even when live is showing me differently.
Hebrews 11:1
Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.
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